left behind

feeling of failing tai wei test twice is horribly sian, i can hardly imagine how pig feels when it comes to this. There are so many wake up calls already but my mind blocked itself against all this shit.. (even now still refering it to shit proving this ) zzz

Identification

i so identify with Min

possessive

even if its me and i know, i wouldnt be like that, this is ridiculous

yvde

the feeling of your stomach twisting along with the taste of acid in your mouth that you just feel like spitting.. For that which may never be? On a emotion roller coaster ride lately and starting to hate so many of the imposed regulations

If you can't beat them join them?

However, some things are just worth fighting for......... and sad to say, you lost, with me to pay the price?

malady

Mental ununderstandable post ahead. Is it so wrong? So near yet so far, sure am so messed up man, having to aes sedai all this here too, i wonder if it will ever end that way. Wish i could fix all my mental problems.

hell, its about time

its time to kick this revolution, into over drive! Amazing what some small things can do, i must keep up!