Sunday, November 7, 2010

welcome

a bit disappointed with not a single glimpe but a tell tale trail. Somehow even just chatting like that makes me feel welcome. Both of them. Know that i know that they know that i know that they know and yet still be able to be so easy going such that all who knows feel welcome :) thx alot! This so makes up for the rest. On another note , thx so much everyone. Though its late i will try not to reincarnate!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Insertional Deactivation

Miss feeling the water somewhat and definitely gotten worse in it TT should go more often. Hair/skin killer though

CQYD

Dont change things that have been working for so long and still works/is relevant! It just upsets people. At least ask first !

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

bag

well at least the ears are out of it alrd.. Remind me of my first blogskin with the brown/ginger cat and paper bag :) thx for understanding! :) i'll certainly tell you more for kicks or anything else! :)

Worms!

Thats the description to use! Till i become hollow and theses nothing left. This is turning from an aes sedai script into just an emo blog at the rate this is going

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Carlin

So many enlightened thoughts. We know all this, but do we care??( when we should ) its all our fault
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EDIT: EXTENSION POST
Seems like i am running out of words to describe it apart from "FUCK" and my blog post are sounding more and more repetitive. Its draining me. You lost it all already, every last bit where you cant even see any form of my thought processes or even what is reflected in my TEARS( not even my heart) If you never realized, you are the one beginning to fight and yell at nothing during FOOD TIME! You began on your way to lose every fking bit of respect you earn till i dont even care anymore.
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Side notes
I cant ignore it/ shut it out or give up... Once i have done that, my life is over. It just doesnt work for me sry guys.
Only ever since 4 years ago, i actually can say FML. Despite how last time may seem crappier at times, I NEVER SAID THAT ( not because i didnt know what it was but i could always see it in it"
I AM LOSING THE FIGHT FOR AN IMPERFECT WORLD
"Suicide is INTERESTING!!! thought i would never do it ( i hope)"
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EDIT: MORE SIDE NOTES I NEARLY FORGOT
I see my former self in there, thats why i just seem to gravitate there. That strength that.... EVERYTHING. what i was. what i could have been. I cant help myself

Monday, November 1, 2010

Enough

just shut up with the nagging and the excuses alrd. (4 or 5 meanings here fking asses)