So near yet so far

Right in front of you clearly yet
Some people choose not to

WHAT IS A WORD MADE UP OF 4 LETTERS YET IS ALSO MADE UP OF 3. ALTHOUGH IS WRITTEN WITH 8 LETTERS, AND THEN WITH 4. RARELY CONSISTS OF 6, AND NEVER IS WRITTEN WITH 5?

Lock

Need a calamity trigger to send things rolling into the continuum shift so i ca OBSERVE! Trapped in this same old endless loop. On the other hand, it seems like theres some resonance here. But it was similar wasnt it? Juz slips away afta while or would it? In similar regard, couldnt believe that we both could actually do it, so fked up, better take moar precautions nxt time. Sometimes suddenly, life in an imperfect world can be boring and sian especially with the power to observe. Mind over body though a partial sucess, proven once agn, a spiral seems inevitable
For most

Expectation

I knew abt it but this abandonment? I dont get it, i understand that he doesnt priorotize like me but this also a bit too much, anything also settle properly ma, after all the fun u had , u scared to be burnt?

Greatest story ever xold?

Even then, real or not, i guess its a gd thing, as long as you dont go deluded=P its important i guess


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The three little pigs thats a good one!

Theory

How fitting a title, apparantly it nvr ends, yet you dont want it too. Are we responsible? Am i off my mark? How morbid can i get?



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On other news, bbcsex!
And sometime i dunno whether to marvel or hate mp3 shuffling, they're fking gay ttm (sick joke)

Chevrons

finally after so long, i finally got myself to post after wanting to for so long. i finally got them, and yes, its a shit job. one that i am proud off. the three broken stripes are everything i expected and more. immediately after getting it i gotta deal with 3 ! albeit in a totally diff way i expected haha. the only thing i am worried abt is whether the stripes themselves will break after too much stress but after ROC shldnt be a problem

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Things to note
ps3 get* finally
ruroini kenshin and hobbit movie coming out
5 year hunt for that box is over
amongst other thing i cant be fked to think of right nao =)))

Morale

too low. so much shit. and grandslam havent even begun. thank goodness there are nice ppl to keep me going. fk
just survive man