theyre beautiful arent they?

Stars. How wonderful it is to lie down there without the weight of the world pressing down on you. Time to continue life in an imperfect world haha. Seems like everyobe feels alone now adays

A lonely September

juz a bothersome rant post. Fk this nonsensical course=.=. that aside, that stupid song is stuck in my head. and i realise how little i care one way or another. as long as the its not so kwa zhang on the list i think anything goes. it would be nice to have either one of those two but i am sure they dont swing that way. if only..... Freaking unstable izzet. a couple moar hours to fix it.

GCC / Fantasy novels to keep up with/ RTR

fk cliffhangers=) i hate being kept waiting when i start of reading a fantasy series that is incomplete. i cant imagine the people who have waited for 20 years just for AMOL to be released. how much the suspense must have killed them. i should make a list of wonderful novels i have read and whats to follow up but i dont have the time. heres a list for reminding purposes so that i can keep up while in gcc AMOL ( TOP TOP TOP PRIORITY) The doors of stone ( Possibly top top top priority) Trudi canavans last book in the traitor spai trilogy ( top priority ) around the face of the earth last book thingy? Gcc is fun shit. Diiiiiiing~~~~~~~ Seems like luck has turned with rtr . llama song ftw ducks too ~!

Basal desires.

In the end thats all it comes too right?=) george carlin was right. as usual. the reason why sanderson and jordan understands ppl so well a grandma that wanna play politics. a person who reveals an interesting part of her attitude certain claims of rights to right become wrong. And of course myself some times i need a hug too you know?

Mistborn

Neither of Preservation nor Ruin, but both. God. DA FAQ DID I JUST READ HOLY FUCKING SHIT. I am so happy that sanderson is finishing up the wheel of time somehow. and robert jordan? your story better compare to this cumulative ending man. dont disappoint=P What sorcerous fantasy is this..

Breath

Thats what i live for i guess. that one divine breath. sigh, if only they knew, the more i touch and feel the more i crave for it... would he hate me if he knew? the rest too. o well. On a side note, brandon sanderson is ridiculously awesome. my breath to yours, my life become yours

Wishsong

That irresistable lure of what you cant have, how you know its not wrong to covet such a thing and yet know its impossible. nobody bothers till it concerns themselves though sadly. wish i had the courage to just post a note like that or sth. but nah never., __________________________________________ Congratulations... i guess curiousity juz Struck the cat? cause curiousity would actually never KILL a cat. interesting what a little tell tale trail in the histories would bring you to. lets you see so many insights. i knew exactly hence that was happening and so i stopped. what a joke. if only they knew what i really was, i think i'll be shunned and prejudiced against for all eternity. seeing as some are just so short sighted to understand. and with regards to the cookie, cant you see i am in the same situation? its just a bunch of chemicals deducing immune system and such anyway. it happens to everyone and we cant help it. too bad. apparently i am just as irrational. just that maybe i think it through a little more. its how YOU make it work out. thats what nature does..... __________________________________________ O the cruel twist of fate. bad apple=P