What the future holds

And i will wish i could juz never let go. I prob should bother refering more , a surprising amount of people read this. I guess this means that i am ashamed of what i think? I guess i am damn lucky to have all you guys. Thanks alot darlings!

Mental Misstep!!

You know how much that simple action of opening the cupboard without saying anything hurt? No even a sorry or an excuse me or even a hello or morning. There was a time but.... And i dont even know if i was right. Maybe i am juz making excuses for a bunch of chemicals. But another rational/irrational side says i am mistaken and i juz dont deserve. Anyhow, it seems i have made a huge mental misstep...

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"Your first mistake was thinking I would let you live long enough to make a second."
—Sarnvax, Gitaxian sective

theory of eternity

in the end all things pass away, in time you may be back some day.,... but in time your time may be no more..
in the end its only a theory
despite how i have tried and tried
i can only accept the best
but i know i dont deserve it
and can never attain in
but still i will try to get the sun
in the palm of my hand
even if it means getting roasted to a crisp
science vs arts
i think its clear which i have become as compared to before
heart over mind.
but all is meaningless before the eraser
cause then, you'll just be a smudge
when you stab a swoed into a fence,
even if you pull it out,
the hole remains.
dont forget that.
fk you GOD DAMNED AND FORSAKEN HYPOCRITES
congrats for attaining the title.
lvl 99 legendary butch

Sink into...

You all know how lucky you are? Got so much chemistry but cant communicate, seems like neither deserve each other? But who am i to judge? Juz that pathetic geek who prob isnt worth a shit with juz abit of insight. Seeling the dour time table and post its neatly pinned up gives me such a sinking feeling, i am not good enough, prob never will be. I dont deserve and will prob nvr get. But in the end its all chemistry and juz a bunch of chemicals. Starting to feel that its not worth it amymore. Dead and dying ideal that i hold on to. Dont worry it will revive.... In time... After all its juz a theory of eternity


And in time your time will be no more...

Chao kengs, loaad...... MC

Certainly seems the case. I obviouslyenjoyed my army daze over this... What is this i dont even?@@ wtf am i doing there

Fking mindless zombie

I will rather be in that dumb cycle where ppl empathize and we go through raw shit together eith people who will work with u than mindless fk zombies

that which transcends time

is that why i like fantasy and fiction so much more? in the end is there really such a thing?
all those songs come up in my head
morbid but who made me think this eay