Despair

Havent really studied much for my mid years that are comign up tomorrow... dad's cab has broken down too and quite a few of my friends are going to pieces... oh no~ whatever shall we do? Things aint going so well at home either. Looks like theres nothing left but to let the pieces fall where they will ^^

Balance

I wonder which is the better way. To go somewhere in between, or go to both ends of the extremes. Seems like this is happening continuously through my life so much so that i am used to it. Thx alot for not taking certain things for granted and not causing problems due to little things. Seems like its all going cuckoo agn, except this time sth seems a little changed or twisted.
A line frm a song i have been listening to alot recently:
"If i could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him, i'd play a song that would never ever end cause i love love love to dance with my father again"

Influence

All that prejudice, would you even listen to yourself, compare now and before? did it pass on to you. wtf is going wrong. Please and ffs you jolly well know that i would be fine when it comes to this type of things already. so a quote of bill that is not meant in his way : " i didnt need that............but thx.....=.="

GUARD

Past two days wasnt all that bad. started a little on bio... Ytd joseph and nic came to my house and we were inspired for balanced pvp again then ending with a "long" walk back with nic. Too much things to discuss alrd. Went out for lunch with nic and then headed down to joseph place and played quite a bit of chess. Had dinner at kfc together then headed home. Amazing how just a few words can make you doubt. Meaning to guard, it removes alot of preconcieved notions. and also, about mine, have been letting it down quite alot since the start of this year? too much? i think a little but not enough to ensure lasting harm. Then there is that veil, that makes me wonder... adding on to this and that it certainly messes my brain up. Chakka Chakka Pata Pon~

Rationale.

Rationale, meaning. Surprising how something can mean so much in such short periods of time. Nth much for most of the day the same old usual. Apart frm the extremely long L4D of course. Luise pawns must really get to learn her properly for kof. Upon reaching home is when one of the most interesting things happened. Had so much to ponder upon. Finally a valve to stream out my thoughts, confirming and debating about something i hace been thinking about for quite some time THANKS ALOT!!!=D The only problem will be the sleepless nights of thinking......

shim~

Sry for psing quite alot of you all that day so many people want me go play lan .... but what with this Gay weather and the time period since my last swim, i just had to go swimming sry ppl. Looks like getting out of shape too. cant swim as much as before. Thx alot iz nic and joseph for coming along with me. Went to jurong country club for the swim. Played some table tennis and chess after also.Went down to eat at bukit batok ate kfc and after that took a way an entire subbway meal home too=D.rotted at home on the com today. and please cheer up people nearly gonna drown in all sorts of external shit alrd. Its so hard to help everybody and its just people i know and all.heres gotta be a method somehow....

Acceptance

Is life really so unfair as people put it? Or is it really the wheel of fortune? Seems like many things are going in circles. Had a great time the past two days. Thx alot Feng for letting me stay over at your place=D sry for rolling abt so much LOL. day went past pretty ordinarily till the nxt day where tio prison after watching Rowan atkinson. Out of it alrd at last=D next day spent a hell of a time dragging ichak out to go for sakura buffet. had quite a bit of fun there and all =D Realise alot of matters depends on whether you are willing to accept and also your view on things. Like currently i have no choice but to except the fact that my 2 weeks are nearly up....... sigh~

SLAM!

Today was what i thought would be yet another boring day. Surprisingly not !=D went out with dad for lunch at this steak place in Novena. Was about average, dad was pretty much disappointed as he had high hopes in his passenger's reccomendations. Thx dad for brining me out to lunch=D For the past two days i have been camping and ramming Room of The dead to no avail. At 6:40 pm channel 2, the ravyen heart was supposed to spawn but didnt. Wondered why it was taking so long when previously it was all fine. then shaun said there was server lag. true enough it spawned at 6:50 and i killed it. then was sian as for the 40+++th time it didnt drop viscount ring. Then frenzied ravyn spawned and was like oh a 2nd chance at it again, and IT DROPPED THE VISCOUNT SKULL RING YEAAAAAAAA Finally =D Can finally get Grandice/grandma. time to chiong and get hanging guard. will post up some pics below. sorry for the insane grandice/grandma rant.=D =D =D Grandma fight was no kick, i expected a little more well it was fun all the same. Shaun wanted me to finish her off with a cut and thrust but unfortunately the dps killed her XD Have a video of it will send upon request. Cant upload due to screwed fraps format. I EAT DINOSAURS FOR BREAKFAST BRING IT ON!

Luck

Seems like i am lucky in certain things but others drastically epic phails.... for example the early part of the day and the later part XD Despite the countless Room of the Dead tries ammounting to nearly 40 now, still no viscount ring. Ar least managed to get a symbol though allowing me to continue trying haha. about the early part, go figure XD

FEVER ~ !!!!!

Today was a great day=D Had Joseph, Wan Feng, Isaac Poh, Zoe and Amos over at my house today! Had a really great time what with everyone going high and fever mode. Wonder if it was the coca cola? or was it just the power of the monkey fan once again. Michaels fish and chips certainly improved was really busy. Iz changed a lot these pass few weeks surprisingly.... still same old iz inside though but seems more sian than usual TT. went with Feng to White tangerine to see him at his new job too. played quite a bit of chess too. Then had my day completed when we went with dad and all to go eat nasi lemak at boon lay and went shopping at supermarket!=D reminds me of the good old times..... THX ALOT DAD and guys please do cheer up! At the rate things are going i will not be infected but affected.... Got something interesting to post up too=D CAT PHYSICS for people to understand better=D
Cat Physics


The Institute of Theoretical and Applied Feline Physics has identified the following immutable laws of Physics which apply to Cats:

1. Law of Cat Inertia - A cat at rest will tend to remain at rest, unless acted upon by some outside force, such as the opening of cat food, or a nearby scurrying mouse.

2. Law of Cat Motion - A cat will move in a straight line, unless there is a really good reason to change direction.

3. Law of Cat Magnetism - All blue blazers and black sweaters attract cat hair in direct proportion to the darkness of the fabric.

4. Law of Cat Thermodynamics - Heat flows from a warmer to a cooler body, except in the case of a cat, all heat flows to the cat.

5. Law of Cat Stretching - A cat will stretch to a distance proportional to the length of the nap just taken.

6. Law of Cat Sleeping - All cats must sleep with people whenever possible, in a position as uncomfortable for the people involved as is possible for the cat.

7. Law of Cat Elongation - A cat can make her body long enough to reach just about any counter top that has anything remotely interesting on it.

8. Law of Cat Acceleration - A cat will accelerate at a constant speed, until he gets better and is ready to stop.

9. Law of Dinner Table Attendance - Cats must attend all meals when something good is served.

10. Law of Rug Configuration - No rug may remain in its naturally flat state for very long.

11. Law of Obedience Resistance - A cat's resistance varies in inverse proportion to a human's desire for her to do something.

12. First Law of Energy Conservation - Cats know that energy can neither be created nor destroyed and will therefore use as little energy as possible.

13. Second Law of Energy Conservation - Cats also know that energy can only be stored by a lot of napping.

14. Law of Refrigerator Observation - If a cat watches a refrigerator long enough, someone will come along and take out something good to eat.

15. Law of Electric Blanket Attraction - Turn on an electric blanket and a cat will jump into bed at the speed of light.

16. Law of Random Comfort Seeking - A cat will always seek, and usually take over, the most comfortable spot in any given room.

17. Law of Bag / Box Occupancy - All bags and boxes in a given room must contain a cat within the earliest possible nanosecond.

18. Law of Cat Embarrassment - A cat's irritation rises in direct proportion to her embarrassment times the amount of human laughter.

19. Law of Milk Consumption - A cat will drink his weight in milk, squared, just to show you he can.

20. Law of Furniture Replacement - A cat's desire to scratch furniture is directly proportional to the cost of the furniture.

21. Law of Cat Landing - A cat will always land in the softest place possible.

22. Law of Fluid Displacement - A cat immersed in milk will displace her own volume, minus the amount of milk consumed.

23. Law of Cat Disinterest - A cat's interest level will vary in inverse proportion to the amount of effort a human spends in trying to interest him.

24. Law of Pill Rejection - Any pill given to a cat has the potential energy to reach escape velocity.

25. Law of Cat Composition - A cat is composed of Matter + Anti-Matter + It Doesn't Matter.

26. Law of Selective Listening - Although a cat can hear a can of tuna being opened a mile away, she can't hear a simple command three feet away.

27. Law of Equidistant Separation - All cats in a given room will locate at points equidistant from each other, and equidistant from the center of the room.

28. Law of Cat Invisibility - Cats think that if they can't see you, then you can't see them.

29. Law of Space-Time Continuum - Given enough time, a cat will land in just about any space.

30. Law of Concentration of Mass - A cat's mass increases in direct proportion to the comfort of the lap she occupies.

31. Law of Cat Probability - It is not possible to predict where a cat actually is, only the probability of where she "might" be.

32. Law of Cat Obedience - As yet undiscovered.

Devoid

today was juz another odinary day devoid of company didnt do anythink much but slack and mooch arnd at home. Seems like things that ought to be abundant also seems like they need economics liao to solve the prob of scarcity... limited resources and unlimited wants. actually sometimes.. resources are there ... people just dont utilize them .... and others... are just devoid of sense sometimes.

Perception

All about perception... finally found someone who understands and see things more or less the way i do thx alot ! Some people say i am perceptive, mostly i am sometimes i am not oh well it all depends. "there is more than meets the eye" seems like the emo virus is spreading faster than swine flu too... alot of ppl seem to be getting it. cheer up people !!

EXPERT STANCE FINALLY YEA!

Finally got the expert stance raperrie of the grim hoo~ no money for other symbols to get more.... finally fin occulta dungeon diary quest and got nar too !=D Thx alot Ginzan for lending me your srs and doing the DpS and tanking from mobs with your two grandmas =D finally... its complete=D jyjy feng=D AND Please dont say i am imba cause i am appalled at my own dmg in there. + my scout which is vet and wearing clean ERS kept flying to the moon. 1 spell ko 2 normal att gg. others not too bad with expert and + 5 3dr e92 armours... the supposed minimum requirement. 5-6 hit gg and if tio burnt gg=.= Pistols were surprisingly weak even thogh my AR matches up... even with the serpent revolvers borrowed frm Gin the dmg was horrible... couldnt make the DPS. grandma's dmg is gay. Crap lost my screenshots taken inside that Gay place

System spoil..

heres the pic of roy's cat i said i would upload=D My whole system is currently fucked up down left right centre upside down inside out round and round. I dont just meanm my com but me. my brain has been screwed by pw and various others.... while i had constipation and took laxatives and for got what i was taking and swallowed them down with milk.... not feeling too good right now....

getting by.....

Seems like i am just getting along many things recently.. neither failing nor excelling seems to be intermediate in everything really! hope i can find the spark to for the rest of h2 subjects. math forgot quite a bit of things.... and ms wong juz pratically forced me to study and get an A for econs. Definitely must do so... trying to go for occulta dungeon by today or tmr to leave behind my worst AS ytd