Principal

shadar logoth, where the shadow waits. Thats not how u destroy evil.u juz cre8 another problem for the world to deal with

Offer

Dont look the gift horse in the mouth. its a fucking free offer god damn it. i dont owe ANY OF YOU ALL ANYTHING

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despite what i say..

FIIINISSHHHHHHHHHHHH

sucess heist. spoilers.

Treaties

Thus is our treaty written; thus is agreement made.
thought is the arrow of time; memory never fades.
what was asked is given. The price is paid.
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Courage to strengthen, Fire to blind, music to dazzle, iron to bind

Budget Allotting

screw that with unlimited wants and limited resources.... amongst other things.

like appreciation and blabla

Slapping Yourself

Please dont do this to people. i know its stressful but i really need to confirm. i am going out of my way to help u all. despite what i say i DONT OWE YOU ALL AN OBLIGATION!! Dont make me feel that doing this is a waste of time. please...

Death... STUNT!

So gay so broken, Shackles, Destiny chains and all that stuff.
GOGO corruption! Thx for saving me twice alrd !!
Gotta wait for the Italian job
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somewhat glad to see she cant FAKE it that much either hehe. and cares juz as little abt..

Nao Ni Ma

wtf is this la its just madness=.=

Corrupted corruption

Scary and powerful indeed but must be used wiyh extreme caution.... Maybe i rushed in waay to fast but it was long overdue LOL glhf it is..


Still cant beat 包 and烧卖

Application

Sorry, i thought that it would help... i thought u would like it. if anything it would provide common ground. sth to bond with regardless. u could have tried telling me at least. maybe you did. maybe i was just blind to see how you were affected. so u have to use that to wake me up. guess i am not that good after all...
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gain one lost one. I guess we are gonna keep it in alrd.
we'll nvr spurn it as he died for it
amongst other things
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Though i didnt misjudge certain things. And i wouldnt be so vicious to specifically target these type of things. so underhandedly to boot. but maybe it wasnt like that for you..

Affordability

What i am, what i can afford to be and what i become. I know that. Maybe i lost sight of who i was some time because of this.


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Deep down i am still and probably one of these crazy office people should i be able to afford it=P

Bloodedge

to end this never ending loop, the never ending story of opulence, and the blood curse.


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I know, it feels heavy and stained with blood

Blazblue

To rebel against the wheel of fate.. And the tamahagara

Deny !!!!

Which beats which? Guilty till proven innocent? or innocent till proven guilty?

Destroyed

Thats all there is to it. The End.
With sth so perfect to begin with..

blah

in no particular order. work, progress, stupid things, gm buffs and tools, nutkung, office corruption, milo, hibernate, no advancement, stalking, cath torsche quest, raven, office xp buff, down time novia super cheap monies

Gensō Sekai

not as good imo. no lasting feel due to too short interactions and no Direct link between songs. Spread too thin failing to make an impact. ( thats what i thought b4 too =) i juz gotta fin that 1st)

Glazed Wish

It was a foolish wish. They say when you read, you read true. The crazy wascat now knows that it was true. From that matter of fact indifference to that closeness to the roar, the xialaness of it all. You know what it is, and you know you want it. A clear sight of what i lost and gained these 3/4 years. Matrim and Fortuona. The rest who will be stuck with me. Its obvious how this is going. Wished the 2 seats to my right were filled. Despite the slow torture. I can see how this is gonna go. Except that deciding moment. I just gotta wait then. I hope i havent missed it yet.

Before all that, a clear sign is needed. And Ji needs to be earned. I am convinced. And shld i ever change my mind, it would still be a beautiful skill to have.

A last remnant of myself before it was restored. If only the dice had rolled that way earlier.

For now, the way is clear.

Kunakedo

total lock up. i. just. couldnt. do. it. utterly mechanical with a few tries of reboot. Imagine if i was carrying a tray. GG. If i could go back 4 years....

Blow it out your ass

Everyone will always be everyone so just Blow it out your ass Blow it out your ass Blow it out your ass Blow it out your ass !!

Sensitivity

outing bla bla experience blabla idoicy bla bla. ask then phaile hard bla bla hon fun blabla emotional sensitivity range of a teaspoon blabla incomparable bla bla biased blabla GO AND DIE blabla~~~

Kiasu

Why are so many people becoming like that. Its simply as someone would say Lame TTM. its kind of sad, and annoying. Grow up, if u cant accept it and everything, its your loss. This is simply going to keep up. You wait on the pattern, not the reverse.

looking so literary at everything, maybe i should zoom out once in a while=)

Heartwrenching journeys

Liquid heartstone. The difference between the two is simply one is more realistic, an underlying inevitable flow that was bound to happen and constantly set aside to bluff ourselves, that we knew it was coming is sooner or later subconsciously. The other is plain as day, predictable but comes at you all the same

Das Gretta

If i were min, would i see the strengthening of the light and sparks? I wish i could see like min, or do i? I still cant decide if its a blessing or a curse but i do know i would just be blind without it. Gosh yet another addition to the destiny chains. I hope that question which i once forswore will not arise again.



Faker ~
However, theres no reason a fake cannot win the original! Do you have enough weapons on hand king of kings!
Or however the quotes supposed to go. I am too stupid to check =P

Evolution

Lost all the mood aft finishing up kon. Interesting how various little things change the whole setting of everything. Anyways love seeing how games evolve and such where the players are still discovering new things in it! Not the predictable unstoppable type of " Ikuwayo~~ hatsu chun hastu genryuu hastu oben Ikuwayo hatsu chun hatsu DAISHARING ~~~" wash rinse and repeat


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An evolution of the heart, one of liquid heartstone?
"You know when you have read a good book/ watched a good movie/series etc when you put it down and feel like you have lost a friend"
And is wishing for more
When something goes on without a plot line, it doesnt mean theres no point.
Its not juz "ppls type of thing either"
Its buildup
Connections
Why every scene thereafter is perfect
Amongst all those little things
Guess i shall stop calling it kon then
If i can
No regrets ( spinning nagato yuki spiralling away team rocket style)
Ever wondered about heartache?
Looks like another sleepless night
Good thing i saved the best for the last
What is gaaooohed needs to be frozen
Liquid heartstone can evaporate and/or escape dontcha know

Omoshiroi

Souko! finally i a proof that i exist, whether it is for any of those reasons. Thanks alot for even thinking abt me=)

Edit: its a spam

Mirror

The splitting / joining of light by the prism
Its interesting how one is so much more creative and such when one is affected by strong " negetive feelings"
(dont belive me? Check up most known artists ( nice 1 nicy san))

Worry frustration awe. She was the one that started this all. He had hated her at times. He also owed her his life. She was the one that meddled, yanking him tgis way and that. Yet - looking back- he figured that she had been the most honest about it of anyone who had used him. Unapologetic, unyielding. And selfless

She had dedicated everything to protecting three foolish boys, all ignorant of what the world would deman of them, she had determined to take them to safety. Maybe train them a little, whether they wanted it or not.

Because they needed it

Light! Her motives seem clear now. That did not make him less angry with her but it did make him grateful, burn her! But this was a confusing set of emotions.

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a price must be paid
The demands must be met
A sacrifice must be given
The price has been set
And he would have to pay it
Or the cost would be too great
I'll pay it! Half the light of the world
To save the world...

Overdue

More open, more direct less nvms no more tapping on a party to satisfy others. Anyway , made a couple of discoveries, feels so much so like one of those "horrid books". Same as ever but somehow needs to more tuning. Shift with more distance, a pounce waiting to happen. Thing of meaning, another insight. Accomplishment with teaching. So much random shit. Hammer. Green monster. Persuation, indecision ordinary, sharing acceptance interest contrast timings will to live . So much intelligible random incoherent shit that my brain can generate and relate.. The heart of the prism has been open for longer than i realized but yet again no one has yet penetrated to the deepest layer yet... Whether by obtaining the key or by grace. Both needs to be there i feel.


Dont i love writing intelligible shit when i cant sleep TT

Withdrawn

So forlorn and distant
TT what happened to the welcoming ease?
Wish i could help replace those smiles and energy
All else aside ... Light it pulls so, it hurts so
How sour, can it be tempered?
No it must be
Its going to be another long sleepless night


To hold on to a childish dream
But still able to think straight and know that its a dream
Beats that flawed immature thinking of a child
And only you to blame due to reverse polarity
From dust to dust
< insert dust quote>
Miss those trademark characteristics and familarities that make them able to kill with awesome
Get well soon everyone
So that this raging heart can be a raising heart

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