Dangerous

Finally got to poke the pig after 3 months ytd=) happy birthday pig=) went to vienna at united square to celebrate pig's birthday with joanna and mom. missed 3 days of school alrd this week definitely need to jy le.

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"Everything was so clear. Sharp. Defined. It was so dark before. And then... i opened my eyes and i could see everything. Now that i could see, the ( ) were ( ) most dominant feature. it was hard to take my eyes of ( ). Instinctively, i tensed to defend myself. The ( ) were like a lighted billboard. DANGEROUS, they screamed. How many people had tried to ( )? The same number ( ) in the attempt =)
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Sorry people about recent cryptic weird posts. If you do not understand whats going on or dunno what i am talking abt, it is most likely not about you or not meant for you to understand as its part of logging my own feelings and things like that.

Saidin

As well to try to understand the sun. It simply is, and is not to be understood. You cannot live without it, but it exacts a price. Seems like i am broaching on saidin now making you feel so alive yet feeling the taint there making me nauseous.
Twice and twice shall he be marked,
Twice to live, and twice to die.
Once the heron, to set his path.
Twice the heron, to name him true.
Once the dragon, for remembrance lost.
Twice the dragon, for the price he must pay

In a screwed way this applies in a weird way too. And many others i am too lazy to go and quote including Dust too. Well the wheel weaves as the wheel wills. Just let the pieces fall where they may

Renewal

Seems like alot of things i have been going about lately is a renewal of interest. Hopefully this energy can be sustained and also that i would renew my efforts in study too=)

Drift

A drift between what i thought would be tightly bound happened for a period of time without me realising it. after going through that blog that i realised how and why it happened unless there are other forces at work. i intend to try my best to close the gap once again. Have the sense dulled? nope i dont think so. Will you see this coming?=) lets find out ! oh btw my phone temporary has no sms or capibilities what soever except for all incoming and emergency calls till further notice. thx

Shareware

Went down to plaza today doing the usual things with joseph and nic. Then after went to help joseph buy present for his friend and then went to watch nic eat lunch once again=) Then after walked to IRC to meet the ichak. he was playing l4d with his church frenz and laughed at the retardedness with cheats followed by walking arnd city hall area being retarded and talking nonsense. looks like iz is still the same as ever haha with the same cukooness, such a stark contrast compared to what i have been having now a days haha. then after iz dragged us onto the train with him which nic and i left him at outram. then nic had this bright idea to go vivo and eat since it was only a stop away. Went round and round and round in an attempt to go out to the food court. food there was good too. later headed to the national geographic shop which was pretty cool, had a drink and took the bus to bishan then after walking back once again. Thanks alot nic for all the "shareware" hahas=)

Debate

Watched harry potter the half blood prince yesterday. it was not too bad with a few flaws in the film. things developed too quickly, Too much was stess on the love relationships and not about voldemort, and the final fights were left out of the film. After watching i suddenly thought of the endless debates about snape before the final book came out, so like the endless debates i have now adays=) The actor that acted as severus snape was excellent for all the shows apart for one little flaw in this one that is the expression of hatred snape had for dumbledore/ what he was doing was the one feeling not potrayed by snape.

Stunned

Rest of results came back today. Wasnt really that good. certainly expected better. Hell every 1 expected better. Stupid horrendous marker who marked econs was a complete bitch. I better put in place a study program alrd can go on this way. time certainly passes so fast now a days that i just have so many things to do. it simply zooms by.

"I find this lack of faith disturbing"

Realise people now a days have given up on the "Dumbledore" view of trusting people and believing in them. They have turned to the dark side and believe that MOST people will do "this and that" and then therefore do not give anything a chance. This forms some sort of mental block losing faith in humanity and then we get a vicious cycle. However, at times i so totally understand them and wish i could make them pay the price for the lack of vision. people can be just so short sighted zzz=.=

horrifics

Seems like today is full of horrifics. the gd ones didnt come and all the horrible ones did utterly disappointed with my GP. looks like i really gotta start alrd

Walk

Been walking alot more than usual lately. Thanks alot all who have been walking with me for part or all of the journey haha all of that has made the rest so much more managable=D

Temperamental

As title. Beware with the cat especially during nap/sleep!maoz~

The End

D.J. MacHale certainly has a good style of putting across the end of the pendragon series drawing it a full circle. Too bad all good things must come to an end TT. finally finished soldiers of halla today. As MacHale puts it too, some times you think there is such a long way to go and the end is just so far away. before u know it you are there and there is this sinking sad feeling you feel when you reach the end of the line. Wouldnt it be nice if there really was a never ending story=D

Chains

Thanks alot! its absolutely amazing when u can see them, the intricate pattern of it all. A curse to me a blessing to others? So not happening its a blessing to me and others=P guess you never knew it would be like that ! So much for thinking otherwise before. Thanks alot once again for letting me see the chains that binds

reflections

been taking alot of time off to do reflections recently re analyzing a hell lot of things. looks like the core things are still intact=D ciao ~