expectation

i dont expect the same but at least... sth

difficult

a bad decision is better than no decision. its come to a point where i wont give a flying fk to whatever i dont think deserves it. enough man, stop making simple ,mundane things so difficult. you know why i sy anything? cause you fks are the cb knn picky ones and i have given up


its so easy, i juz going to use my ability and juz get on with life le


i, dont wanna live an army life~~~ i juz wanna lead a simple life~

oc i wanna go! pc wont let ,me go

thisn nutsen

sometimes i am damn scared, they way u gravitate and cause all this, its like a black hole. but sometimes u are the link. why cant u not let all the other shit get in the way then it would be perfect. fk this he better not be dragged in

frustratingly mundane

zzz sometimes , you fuckers just need to realise that your " problems" cant compare. yes the dreams of a hatchling is the same as the stars but some fucking times u need to put things in perspective. stop killing flies with bazookas ! ( dont assume i am refering to u when u dont get shit)

worth and morals

"and i feel damn bad"

he didnt get angry and ended up blaming himself instead. for doing nth but maybe possibility potentially being an issue in future if care is not taken, totally unfair if u ask me, thats getting fked over by a friend which he prob cares more abt than himself. i am really thankful to have someone so understanding

VS
this madness that is _ _ _ _ _. i give up le i dont even want to say alrd. SICK BASTARDS. all three of them. they truly deserve each other. but thats NOT THE POINT. we are suffering for it fking bitches go and juz die

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Yes, i am most attached. and for good reason i feel. too bad he's juz too similar to me. better be afraid when he awakens. actually no he is too nice

And sorry if i think in a different way that people thinks is stupid. i got that mindset fixed. SOMEONE MUST BE THE FOOD RIGHT? and i choose to help them so fk off, they are not for USE. they are THE SAME AS YOU WHY CANT U SEE THAT.

And of course i am probably not as good as i think myself to be. I KNOW THAT I HAVE LIMITS TOO

So near yet so far

Right in front of you clearly yet
Some people choose not to

WHAT IS A WORD MADE UP OF 4 LETTERS YET IS ALSO MADE UP OF 3. ALTHOUGH IS WRITTEN WITH 8 LETTERS, AND THEN WITH 4. RARELY CONSISTS OF 6, AND NEVER IS WRITTEN WITH 5?

Lock

Need a calamity trigger to send things rolling into the continuum shift so i ca OBSERVE! Trapped in this same old endless loop. On the other hand, it seems like theres some resonance here. But it was similar wasnt it? Juz slips away afta while or would it? In similar regard, couldnt believe that we both could actually do it, so fked up, better take moar precautions nxt time. Sometimes suddenly, life in an imperfect world can be boring and sian especially with the power to observe. Mind over body though a partial sucess, proven once agn, a spiral seems inevitable
For most

Expectation

I knew abt it but this abandonment? I dont get it, i understand that he doesnt priorotize like me but this also a bit too much, anything also settle properly ma, after all the fun u had , u scared to be burnt?

Greatest story ever xold?

Even then, real or not, i guess its a gd thing, as long as you dont go deluded=P its important i guess


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The three little pigs thats a good one!

Theory

How fitting a title, apparantly it nvr ends, yet you dont want it too. Are we responsible? Am i off my mark? How morbid can i get?



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On other news, bbcsex!
And sometime i dunno whether to marvel or hate mp3 shuffling, they're fking gay ttm (sick joke)

Chevrons

finally after so long, i finally got myself to post after wanting to for so long. i finally got them, and yes, its a shit job. one that i am proud off. the three broken stripes are everything i expected and more. immediately after getting it i gotta deal with 3 ! albeit in a totally diff way i expected haha. the only thing i am worried abt is whether the stripes themselves will break after too much stress but after ROC shldnt be a problem

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Things to note
ps3 get* finally
ruroini kenshin and hobbit movie coming out
5 year hunt for that box is over
amongst other thing i cant be fked to think of right nao =)))