Sunday, February 27, 2011

Snap

"you all dont treasure a family, even a meal also like this. Thats why i have never been lucky"

Perhapa its precisely because of that? Has it ever occurres to ur minds? Hypersensitive? Almost everytime this happena, i go to my room and cry. I am sick of that, so what do i do? I go out so i dont rip this all apart. And guess what? I go to macs and cry. Dont give someone like me this bullshit. Try talking sense to the one in there or better yet juz gtfo


Totally diff note/ tone : thx nicy chan, taiga chan,zack =)

omgwtfBBQ

either way. so ridiculous. nutz. wtf la


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yet another rage post
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freak this... i cant wait to be off...

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Broader Perspectives

Wish i could think so broadly. So much more macro. This is only half the savour. And i am probably not even that good. as he said and the words keep ringing in my mind " You cannot create, you can only do the checks and such". So linear. And i thought to myself then, Whats wrong with being the peons and the grunts? Someone has to maintain the order somehow. I guess thats also the difference between fiction and non fiction. And so many thoughts are lost on the way. I am afraid to get rid of that almost physical constraint too.. a bigger man's box. When i do, i cant help but think some things that i really do not want to think.


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So many more thoughts now but overloaded. Poison, Assessment, Kyou all that good stuff. May continue later

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Sly as an aelfin

Deep down ... Maybe u do?



Lifes too short as it is

THE TASTE!!!! THE SAVOUR ~~~

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Golden ears?

Not yet i think but frankly the hippos
Sound like some sharp screechy thrash LOl
At least i can afford to kung fu it
Good job lor taiga chan
Jabens is scarier than expected
I am suddenly afraid to compare up
Edit
Actually its not so bad if u ignore the sharpness
And take away half the instruments
Ok its bad..

Troubles

Is it worth it? I am out of steam alrd. I feel as if i have done enough. Death is lighter than a feather, duty heavier than a mountain. Guess i will work for it then haha

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Coins

We are living in the same house dammit. if we dont give a damn like that and care share and all in such amounts... why cant u?

Budokan

Jabens....Scariest place ever. totally blew budget out of the fking window

How much time and effort did they put in? how would it be like

Friday, February 18, 2011

煮汤是看你怎样去除味道!

And stew in the rest though

I bet if u stew my brain now nth but megapon gibberish will spill out

Sink into despair

When the meals u treasure so much become dreaded nightmares.. Enough of this stress

Genie lamp

I know why it turned out like that in the stories already. Its the people. Probably was willing to be bound only to find that he had yet to go through the same set of meaningless cycles again and again



How did he live through that?

Betrayed

Again and again. Nth i ever do will ever please them. The end less cycle of my weak heart stretching out to them , only to be stomped on again anf again after doing my best

Thursday, February 17, 2011

ANPAN!

LEEEROY JENKINS! positive! Anpan positive :)

Too much heart

Why do u put up with things u shouldnt, and burst on things you should?

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

UBW

I am the bone of my sword.
Steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unknown to death.
Nor known to life.
Have withstood pain to create many weapons.
Yet, those hands will never hold anything.
So as I pray, Unlimited Blade Works
am the bone of my sword.
Steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unaware of loss.
Nor aware of gain.
Withstood pain to create many weapons.
Waiting for one's arrival.
I have no regrets, this is the only path.
My whole life was "Unlimited Blade Works."
The body is made up of swords.
The blood (is made up) of iron, the heart is glass.
Having crossed countless battlefields, he's invincible.
Without having withdrawn even once,
without having been understood even once.
That person is always alone On the hill of swords, he gets drunk of glory.
Therefore, there is no meaning to his existence.
That body was undoubtedly made up of blades.
The body is made up of swords.
The blood (is made up) of iron, the heart is glass.
Having crossed countless battlefields, he's invincible.
Without having withdrawn even once,
without having won even once.
There is only one owner to this place.
On the hill of swords, he forges the iron.
If there is no meaning to my existence,
this body was made up of infinite blades.

5w 1 h

How the hell do I go abt writing this
Why the fk am I stuck here
Why the hell is I autocapitalised
Why is the world whole juz so sad
Why the fk am I turning into your typical emo person
What a degenerate

Archer

To sit there and stare at the ceiling,watching the stars u help whoosh past, wide eyed, wondering why hell you are left with all the crap, after going through all the trouble to ....

Me and my big mouth

Why the fuck did i open my blooming mouth with regards to these issues. Sure if i do need to think out of the system but if every one does not follow the system, there is no order


但是,这是应该的吗!以经拿了人的东西,错也在我们身上,为什么要做到这样?


Because i use complete right of reason, if i myself cant see it, i cant do it

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Clannad

So simple,... yet everyone has a story dont they?

Monday, February 14, 2011

Ability

Seems like its much more micro than macro. its so hard to see all those webs unlike a true master. Respect Respect
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sadly theres a hiccup in the killing=(

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Perfect

Thats why i cried, Thats what she is. Till the end. Knowing what to do, through everything. Everything that one could ask for. What i perhaps strive to be. Can i keep it up? With such an open heart
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Its a raging heart now
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And btw i am refering to the story of Sakagami Tomoyo =.=
Fujibayashi Kyou is cuter yes =) but the story does not even come close

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Heartstone

melted. thats it.
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Killing post soon. nite

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Witch of the waste

Sometimes you juz gotta let that heart flutter free sometimes into the hands of others


Dont make wild guesses, this probably , no, it ISNT abt who you think it is

A freez up even if this??

Mizuiciren kazaan wakkakaka kimochi darou~~

The most Beautiful( ripoff)

"He chose to identify with those that are the most outcast that feel the most pain that feel the most separated from the society. "


It was a perfect sacrifice;
By a perfect person;
To perfect,
some very imperfect people.

The most Beautiful( ripoff)

"He chose to identify with those that are the most outcast that feel the most pain that feel the most separated from the society. "


It was a perfect sacrifice;
By a perfect person;
To perfect,
some very imperfect people.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Monday, February 7, 2011

Such is life

In the end i am reminded after all it all comes down to the same thing. The impatience is useless


I wonder why i is always spelt as a capital letter. If it was for differentiating purposes, why not a?

Cutting

We knew all this already. We affirmed it long ago. Why do u still keep doing this? You are making me sick alrd. I know what it is that you want but cant you see what you are doing to me alrd

I know what i have to do. I gotta put on a happy face. Your reminders make it impossible to do so

Meant

So is this it? Juz like that


Haiyaku haiyaku !!! Its been a month alrd and the blood is boiling in my veins and my bones rattling



Fkfkfk! That 40 mins zoomed by in an instant! But i could feel every painstaking moment of it. I am trying to please everyone but no one seems to be able to soothe this reverse aelfin/ eelfin here... FK and theres still traveling time?????!!!!

Shall i go the whole week? Gaia how i miss them.. I wonder how would i stand to

Wants

Simple. Easy. Just keep expanding to more and more, higher and higher

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Money. Earphones. BBCSII <> Sengoku Taisen <> Violin. Them <> Her. Time Edited countless times and order is still wrong with amounts all wrong too
Thought is the arrow of time
What was asked was given
The price is paid

Wants

Simple. Easy. Just keep expanding to more and more, higher and higher

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Money. Earphones. BBCSII. Sengoku Taisen. Them. Her. Time

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Orchestra(ed?)

Wish i could be up there one day, a part of the whole, creating something beautilful, so so beautiful. I wonder how different would it be from doing it solo. Coordination and all i suppose


And stop making so much useless annoying whining in the backseat hypocritical bitch =P

Degenerating

Why all this useless hatred over things lile this. Franky, youz juz jellyous come on , wait till sth happens then open your foul mouth, they are probably not even thinking anywhere as foul thoughts as yours

老巴刹

Somewhere in and out, with the walls pillars and the stalls, apart from the speakers and all i wouldnt have it any other way. This totally describes everything. Imagine what your brain can relate



What a blend! 包 is still the best! 轰轰烈烈 ftw:) working costs and i wouldnt have it any other way :)

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Dango

you are welcome to our fires, do you know the song?
your welcome warms my spirit, as your fires warm the flesh, but i do not know the song.
then we seek still, as it was, so shall it be ( world without end), if we remember, seek and find

i ask leave to enter your hold roofmistress
You have my leave clan chief, shade of my heart you will always have my leave
Roofmistress i ask leave to come beneath your roof
you have my leave herin, beneath my roof there is water and shade for you.the jindo sept is always welcome here
i ask leave to enter you roof, roofmistress
you have leave to step beneath my roof. Water and shade will be found for you
Roof mistress i ask leave to come beneath your roof
Such modesty, is becoming in a man. Men seldom know where to find it. The Car'a carn has leave to enter my hold. As chief of chiefs, there is ever water and shade at Cold Rocks

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how lucky i am.
Family
all of you
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" so lucky, got 2 dinner"
i thought not
then i realise that there are others
who dont even get the chance TT

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Time

In the end it all comes down to that. Not enough. How precious each moment is.