Business

Ultimate Scammage and presentation !=) JYJY
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"Its just... Good business"


EDIT: Reminds me that people do not realise that doing business is also a SERVICE! Dont fail by turning people away over stupid things. And also STFU with the noise and complaints and nagging when YOU are not the one going through the inconvenience thx!

EDIT X2 : Mile... Take for granted... DIY ... Clarification

The dark ones own luck

F to the ucked up fuck up.... And i still thought the wheel was favouring me. Guess it nvr does without drawbacks

Once the possibility is considered, the door is closed

不甘

Was i ever this bitter before?? Seems like a very sad life to lead

失败

Failure of the largest degree is when you somehow managed tp fuck it all up right at the end, when everything went so well before...

Needless

Stop fucking make people do things for you, ESPECIALLY THINGS YOU ASKED FOR then fk the person up like that. ITS SICKENING. Makes one not feel like going the extra MILE for you anymore

Ideas

How they manifest and grow! Even( especially) in ter arand roid!



Kirei~

Validity

Sure i know confidence levels may not be high, but please validify everything first before going in.. So that people will habe a care

Blind

Again yet another time.. And i thought u were getting better. Why cant ppl see that appeasement is not always the way to go especially with the people who can see. Thats not what we want dammit! What we want is usually a feeling that our time was worth it. Despite that we know the opportunity cost was higher.. The worst thing u could do is fk arnd esp when we begun paying the price alrd...
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"We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all"
"Sometimes we forgive people because we still want them in our lives"

Window

Keep missing the timing window somehow...

One also becomes much more reckless when the window is seemingly right in front of you and you can taste the air of freedom on your tongue

Vengeful

As title. Will fill in the rest of the thoughts if i feel like it.

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"My mouth makes me impudent, the medallion just makes me honest"- Matrim Cauthon

想

对不起读者，今天要用华文写曰记!（那些不会读的和那些华文太厉害的而为我的华文技术那么差笑死了，真的对不起!）对于今天所发生的事，我感触良多!出发了也只为了一件事而差点失败了，幸亏能够看那一眼不然肯定发疯了。不知是好坏，但太像我了。令一方面呢，不知为何不能多像我一点，了解，开心，等等。我想进行我的计划已那么难，为何你不懂怎么珍惜这一切呢?。。。大家嘉油嘉油!对不起要你们忍这种大便道华文了!

Polar

If things can be too good to be true, then why cant things be too bad to be true?? Fking sick joke.. Too much build up of crap alrd.. Its even worse when things go fine for a while, it simply makes it the worst roller coaster ride ever. Not to say that i'm not grateful for the good stuffs...

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A frying pan that exceeds expectations that has seemingly no drawbacks, Stim packs and this very freaky quiz i took twice. And if i mix and match the results...
m bored so..



Rules:

1. Put your music library on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

4. Ok, go!

5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the title of your note.


1. If someone says, "shelf", you say?
Every Little Thing-Grip!

2. How would you describe yourself?
Blazblue- Calamity Trigger - Blood Pain
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Shakira- Whenever, Wherever

4. How do you feel today?
Groove Adventure ( Rave Master)- Butterfly kiss

5. What is your life's purpose?
Nana Mizuki - Eternal Blaze/S.F.A - Esa Promesa
6. What's your motto?
One life one dream/ Eternal blaze agn
7.What do your friends think of you?
Sano Hiroaki, Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha A's - Kin no Senkou
8. What do you think of your parents?
Nicol- Doushite or Tarna Knight - Dance with my father again
9. What do you think about very often?
許冠傑 - 浪子心聲/Black Eyed Peas - Where is the love
10. What is 2 + 2?
Rick Astley - Never gonna give you up
11. What do you think of your best friend?
We didnt start the fire

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Blazblue Continuum Shift- Alexandrite
13. What is your life story?
Full Metal Alchemist- Tsunaida Te
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Megumi Hayashibara- Northern Lights
15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Blazblue Continuum Shift- Continuum Shift

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Okina Reika - Tsuki no Kaasu
17. What will they play at your funeral?
Joe Hisaishi live performance - Ashitaka sekki from Mononoke Hime
18. What is your biggest fear?
Ao- Iconoclast

19. What is your biggest secret?
James Horner- My heart will go on/Blazblue Calamity Trigger- Imperial code

20.What will you post this as?
Blizzard:Starcraft terran theme 1( from sc 1)/V6 - Change the world


What a sick joke...

Way with words

The importance, the lack, the understanding

Theif of time

Stolen moments all add up, but they are still moments which end all too quickly. Technically they arent even stolen, they are bought via opportunity costs so why do we have to be so sneaky about it?

Rabbit Doubt

Its hopping abt damn scary !! and this is the worst thing to have it for @.@

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Eating away~ *nomnomnom* dont believe myself anymore.. Since when was i?? Of course it jolly well could be,,

Review

WoT ToM: So many plot lines that were left hanging were finally wrapped up!! So many lines at once ! Just like the pattern which finally converge together。characters are more in character but plots following diff timelines arent clear

SF IV :So timing based, not much rush down. Still figuring it out. Can be more skill based thanBB in some sense. Combo timings must be super precise. Can be played with hadouken and shouryuken=P

Trivalties

So trival! All the narrow mindedness of these issues. Very sian lei, so childish and repetitive!! Then agn, whats impt to them is totally up to them. Just dont drag everyone in this crap and idoicy thx.

" to give up half the light of the world to save the world"

Innocence

To break the viscious cycle that has been repeating, Seems like only i see this way now. Dont give up yet, its not over till they say put your pen down

Gosh that is wonderful!!! Looks like Jordan and Sanderson managed to pull it off again!! Right from the prologue

Its gettin' too hawt!!

Finally feelin the heat of em all. When was the last time i felt this mindstrike, psle?? The other mindstrike however...

Self defense mechanism

Amazing what you can do when pressed. Its just plain creepy actually. I nvr understood before thinking it could be carried out fully logically. After having a taste of it, its not an addiction.. Just that suddenly there is a hole you never knew was there and you need to fill it NAO. Thank goodness for my filters or that hole may just yet be filled with crap? Which would set me on round 2 of nutness. Now i know what i am looking for :)

Confirmation and Acceptance

It probably was just manifesting itself, nothing much to it at all. Cant stop the raging green monster inside me totally but it is supressable. I'll just concentrate on these two weeks first and then sort that mess i call my brain then. Judgement has been distorted lately to make it seem more pleasant but its certainly gonna be very hard

Edit : or is it selective and theres a point in everything. Being cairheirnin means planning for every possibility with my crazy paranoid brain. also colours are good Aes Sedai tools esp when most people dont believe sth can taste or feel a colour =P or i am just whacko

Just a little more

Just need to hold on out these 2 days and then after one more week and i am clear. Gonna get that bunch of B's ... once and for all

Why did it seem like just another class test till i see the green faces and go in

Shut down

Brain juz wont let me go to bed after 3 bloody hours. It just keeps running over all sorts of things...
You chose a good time to invade my mind...

Piaa

Its not abt chionging le. Its just time to piaaa. Thx so much for supporting me everyone=D i now know that the cake is a LIE because the cake i am looking for doesnt exist! The paper itself is the cake! It cant be hard. Its soft!!

And i know not many people will not agree with me but i do respect Idra for more than just his macro

Apple

@.@ i now own a white apple. LOL at myself, so much for thinking i wont ever get one

Testing Waters

Here comes a new challenger! You dont even need hypedawg to hype this up. Its difficult enough alrd. Just like Makoto Nanaya, she speaks for herself ( as opposed to platinum the trinity needing Hypedog=P). The thing is, just like myself and a certain others, you can do it without letting the person know for sure. With a faulty brain, i may juz start begin to jump to conclusions. With such an ironic choice of topic it is such mental torture. Yet i cant stop myself craving for more. Thats probably what opening yourself to saidin or saidar feels like. I always felt Robert Jordan crafted that system in tune to love or sex. The biggest sick joke of it all is that i still cant decide all the way if its coincidence, intention or both. My senses must be dulling or you people are too good. If only i could see the face...
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Just realised how much Ji 'e toh was so similar to Bushido
And guess the wheel of fortune sometimes rotate in our favour!
"Then again, being Aes Sedai is about fine distinctions

Edit: why the he'll am I still awake now? So much for fixing my sleep time. Brain just won't stop working away... It's so easy to be smiling away that whole time. Effortless compared to even just a minute of faking a smile. Or even just to look normal.

welcome

a bit disappointed with not a single glimpe but a tell tale trail. Somehow even just chatting like that makes me feel welcome. Both of them. Know that i know that they know that i know that they know and yet still be able to be so easy going such that all who knows feel welcome :) thx alot! This so makes up for the rest. On another note , thx so much everyone. Though its late i will try not to reincarnate!

Insertional Deactivation

Miss feeling the water somewhat and definitely gotten worse in it TT should go more often. Hair/skin killer though

CQYD

Dont change things that have been working for so long and still works/is relevant! It just upsets people. At least ask first !

bag

well at least the ears are out of it alrd.. Remind me of my first blogskin with the brown/ginger cat and paper bag :) thx for understanding! :) i'll certainly tell you more for kicks or anything else! :)

Worms!

Thats the description to use! Till i become hollow and theses nothing left. This is turning from an aes sedai script into just an emo blog at the rate this is going

Carlin

So many enlightened thoughts. We know all this, but do we care??( when we should ) its all our fault
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EDIT: EXTENSION POST
Seems like i am running out of words to describe it apart from "FUCK" and my blog post are sounding more and more repetitive. Its draining me. You lost it all already, every last bit where you cant even see any form of my thought processes or even what is reflected in my TEARS( not even my heart) If you never realized, you are the one beginning to fight and yell at nothing during FOOD TIME! You began on your way to lose every fking bit of respect you earn till i dont even care anymore.
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Side notes
I cant ignore it/ shut it out or give up... Once i have done that, my life is over. It just doesnt work for me sry guys.
Only ever since 4 years ago, i actually can say FML. Despite how last time may seem crappier at times, I NEVER SAID THAT ( not because i didnt know what it was but i could always see it in it"
I AM LOSING THE FIGHT FOR AN IMPERFECT WORLD
"Suicide is INTERESTING!!! thought i would never do it ( i hope)"
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EDIT: MORE SIDE NOTES I NEARLY FORGOT
I see my former self in there, thats why i just seem to gravitate there. That strength that.... EVERYTHING. what i was. what i could have been. I cant help myself

Enough

just shut up with the nagging and the excuses alrd. (4 or 5 meanings here fking asses)