Carlin

So many enlightened thoughts. We know all this, but do we care??( when we should ) its all our fault
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EDIT: EXTENSION POST
Seems like i am running out of words to describe it apart from "FUCK" and my blog post are sounding more and more repetitive. Its draining me. You lost it all already, every last bit where you cant even see any form of my thought processes or even what is reflected in my TEARS( not even my heart) If you never realized, you are the one beginning to fight and yell at nothing during FOOD TIME! You began on your way to lose every fking bit of respect you earn till i dont even care anymore.
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Side notes
I cant ignore it/ shut it out or give up... Once i have done that, my life is over. It just doesnt work for me sry guys.
Only ever since 4 years ago, i actually can say FML. Despite how last time may seem crappier at times, I NEVER SAID THAT ( not because i didnt know what it was but i could always see it in it"
I AM LOSING THE FIGHT FOR AN IMPERFECT WORLD
"Suicide is INTERESTING!!! thought i would never do it ( i hope)"
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EDIT: MORE SIDE NOTES I NEARLY FORGOT
I see my former self in there, thats why i just seem to gravitate there. That strength that.... EVERYTHING. what i was. what i could have been. I cant help myself