Saturday, March 31, 2012

theory of eternity

in the end all things pass away, in time you may be back some day.,... but in time your time may be no more..
in the end its only a theory
despite how i have tried and tried
i can only accept the best
but i know i dont deserve it
and can never attain in
but still i will try to get the sun
in the palm of my hand
even if it means getting roasted to a crisp
science vs arts
i think its clear which i have become as compared to before
heart over mind.
but all is meaningless before the eraser
cause then, you'll just be a smudge
when you stab a swoed into a fence,
even if you pull it out,
the hole remains.
dont forget that.
fk you GOD DAMNED AND FORSAKEN HYPOCRITES
congrats for attaining the title.
lvl 99 legendary butch

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Sink into...

You all know how lucky you are? Got so much chemistry but cant communicate, seems like neither deserve each other? But who am i to judge? Juz that pathetic geek who prob isnt worth a shit with juz abit of insight. Seeling the dour time table and post its neatly pinned up gives me such a sinking feeling, i am not good enough, prob never will be. I dont deserve and will prob nvr get. But in the end its all chemistry and juz a bunch of chemicals. Starting to feel that its not worth it amymore. Dead and dying ideal that i hold on to. Dont worry it will revive.... In time... After all its juz a theory of eternity


And in time your time will be no more...

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Chao kengs, loaad...... MC

Certainly seems the case. I obviouslyenjoyed my army daze over this... What is this i dont even?@@ wtf am i doing there

Monday, March 19, 2012

Fking mindless zombie

I will rather be in that dumb cycle where ppl empathize and we go through raw shit together eith people who will work with u than mindless fk zombies

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

that which transcends time

is that why i like fantasy and fiction so much more? in the end is there really such a thing?
all those songs come up in my head
morbid but who made me think this eay

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Cancel

in the end, whether is jace or chandra ( chandra winning for now) bolas still wins. wtf man need the will

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

understanding

really its a Jace Vs Chandra.
and i think only one can truly understand exactly. Now I see it. It's a lions' den, a mad house, a place that's unsafe for your sanity, even if you are Jace the mind sculptor. In short, a ghastly mess. As to why I even had the smallest of hopes, it was otherwise is beyond me. I'll just stay at the place where I can at least, ride free on the winds of time. As far as being restricted to gain freedom allows me. It's time to continue this life in a slightly more perfect imperfect world.

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Phantom of the opera

A vow nxt year

Larger than life

Its so hard to not do anything... But if i do i am no better?
But do i really wanna be?
I am not THAT nice when u push me mate

Friday, March 2, 2012

Chisai no Negaiwa

is it really hard to see those wishes, i bet everyone will look upon a statement like "o.... XX fked it all up" and frown upon it. go fk urself if u are too blind to see the desperate wish in such a statement. how much he wants and cares. communication as usual.

if only everyone could get the hidden meanings of marry poppins and watch it.
such lack of understanding
with either
no go
nogo
right words are so powerful, wrong ones, may powerful in the wrong way
neutral words with the most power?
SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS!!


In short a ghastly mess!