Sink into...

You all know how lucky you are? Got so much chemistry but cant communicate, seems like neither deserve each other? But who am i to judge? Juz that pathetic geek who prob isnt worth a shit with juz abit of insight. Seeling the dour time table and post its neatly pinned up gives me such a sinking feeling, i am not good enough, prob never will be. I dont deserve and will prob nvr get. But in the end its all chemistry and juz a bunch of chemicals. Starting to feel that its not worth it amymore. Dead and dying ideal that i hold on to. Dont worry it will revive.... In time... After all its juz a theory of eternity


And in time your time will be no more...