Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Nobody

Not even marry poppins

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Animals

four legs good, two legs bad.

eventually they meld
and maybe u the white blurs into black to find just a grey haze

Worth

sometimes makes me wonder. whether all of thme are worth it.
blast my fking ideals
kinda hypocritical

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Godsend

Marry poppins forever!!! Cant believe i no watch it before
Thx so muh sean chan!!! U somehow managed to make it such an enjoyable day!


As she would say, a spoonful of sugar maes the medicine go down! In the most delightful way~

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Ruby

Title explains it poyo with a dagger reference. maybe not even that sigh. In the end that's all I want so I'll hold on to it.... And never let go until certain core values change

Monday, February 20, 2012

Phantasmal Image

in the end its all just an illusion. even how good i appear to myself. all that bullshit abt helping others. i am a selfish fucking creature who only does this to sustain my self and protect my own so called fucking sanity.fucking morbid shit. and in the end. powerless. fk this shit seriously.


the dream does not end till i say so
you know it to be false but when its claws fi d you, what you know wont really matter at all

begging

please. not again. i begging you.. even more than anything else i ever wished. not again. i will lose it. everything. i wont be able to take it
___________
nothing matters in face of this

jiayou

too many thoughts. fk it. all of them and more

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Proprieties

How nice it is when someone observes the basic proprieties, meaning it , and understands it. No more is it juz a false greeting in order not to start trouble. So nice to wake up here

Friday, February 10, 2012

polar

the goodness. all my senses are messed up le. cause i predict in such a shrewd way. so sad but so accurate. except these rare kindvsouls that i am so happy i got to meet. both that i cant have..

but a small price to pay

artifact coins, a cert , some gifts ( cards and such) ,梦幻宝盒, 三国志大战 album... my cheaply amassed companions and guidebooks to life, the wheel of time noble sacrifices.., with no great value except to my self all gone due to an irational rampage, but its but a small price to pay. on the topic of sacrifices, thx so much mom! <3 u i am so proud i truly belived u managed to change and realised what is important thx for the bed. thx for the epic commando bean mission... salvaged and minimized the casualties. and now finally i have a physical stronghold, somewhere i will not be harried from. somewhere i can return to do mundane things in peace. like meals. thank goodness . as for u sad fks that cant think, such a sad fate but once we give up thats it. requescient en pace....... ALONE

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Granted

How blind. Really cant see what they have before its gone:) then good luck to you. You gotta realise theres a limit even such good ppl can take then its suddenly snip snip. All let go. Granted i wont hang around to see you people descent into death madness and decay. I had my fair share already. I shall juz leave everythig and set of on a new chapter ahead. For now at leadt , my wish is granted so go ahead and blow as big as u want, the only one picking up pieces will be you( in future) lucky bitch for now. Good luck all the best:)

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Straightened Out

glad to get things straightened out. Mentalism is so awesome=)