Overdue

More open, more direct less nvms no more tapping on a party to satisfy others. Anyway , made a couple of discoveries, feels so much so like one of those "horrid books". Same as ever but somehow needs to more tuning. Shift with more distance, a pounce waiting to happen. Thing of meaning, another insight. Accomplishment with teaching. So much random shit. Hammer. Green monster. Persuation, indecision ordinary, sharing acceptance interest contrast timings will to live . So much intelligible random incoherent shit that my brain can generate and relate.. The heart of the prism has been open for longer than i realized but yet again no one has yet penetrated to the deepest layer yet... Whether by obtaining the key or by grace. Both needs to be there i feel.


Dont i love writing intelligible shit when i cant sleep TT