a spoonful of sugar

So I was just walking back home in the rain, looking down as I usually do, and suddenly this guy comes up to me and shelters me with an umbrella. I didn't need it but I have always wondered if anyone would ever do that. Never once have I seen someone try to overcome the awkwardness and try to do that. And it wasn't awkward at all. I waited 20+ years to see this. Thank you random dude ! And I gotta stop being that horrible hypocrite

Friendzoned

that sinking feeling the worst part is, i see them so damn often. And they are so damned nice to me. I cant even bring myself to psycho myself otherwise ( no there is no redundant phrasing there) it makes it so much harder. that ache that burns whenever anything related comes up. so dull yet so sharp. I dreamed a dream in time gone by When hope was high And life worth living I dreamed that love would never die I dreamed that God would be forgiving Then I was young and unafraid And dreams were made and used and wasted There was no ransom to be paid No song unsung, no wine untasted But the tigers come at night With their voices soft as thunder As they tear your hope apart As they turn your dream to shame He slept a summer by my side He filled my days with endless wonder He took my childhood in his stride But he was gone when autumn came And still I dream he'll come to me That we will live the years together But there are dreams that cannot be And there are storms we cannot weather I had a dream my life would be So different from this hell I'm living So different now from what it seemed Now life has killed the dream I dreamed _________________________________________ It really was a lonely september. and october

Stain the mind

the draw, the call, how much it sings out to you. tainted. every last bit of it. the backlash of the foul substance after release. until it's been cleansed with magic. neveer again. I write these words in steel that which can't be changed the sane curse as that Aztec gold. turning the most amazing thing in the world into ash on your lips remember it isn't rng it's will power. and will power has finally produce the dawn. the bringer of life and death =P remember the key to unlocking the prism is the wheel of time. it seems the dawn has come, may it rise with Alexia