Wishsong

That irresistable lure of what you cant have, how you know its not wrong to covet such a thing and yet know its impossible. nobody bothers till it concerns themselves though sadly. wish i had the courage to just post a note like that or sth. but nah never., __________________________________________ Congratulations... i guess curiousity juz Struck the cat? cause curiousity would actually never KILL a cat. interesting what a little tell tale trail in the histories would bring you to. lets you see so many insights. i knew exactly hence that was happening and so i stopped. what a joke. if only they knew what i really was, i think i'll be shunned and prejudiced against for all eternity. seeing as some are just so short sighted to understand. and with regards to the cookie, cant you see i am in the same situation? its just a bunch of chemicals deducing immune system and such anyway. it happens to everyone and we cant help it. too bad. apparently i am just as irrational. just that maybe i think it through a little more. its how YOU make it work out. thats what nature does..... __________________________________________ O the cruel twist of fate. bad apple=P

nobody seems to worry, no body seems to care

save bees! save the trees! save those whales, save those snails... when you cant save yourself ------------------------------- maybe i am doing all this to save myself. to no avail i wish i had as much courage as terrence houstan i should probably just drown my self in competitive magic to exaust my brain power.

Dont take me for granted

Wtf i cant rmb the quote

Leyline

Guess thats my answer and justification. Now who can i find that fulfills that criteria? That which borders on the leyline of .... No wonder i can always understand both sides. Cute I never thought nature would play so huge a role

With your fist holding tight, to the string of your kite

Not dragging it all down. Thats why its so hard. Juz cant have that free yet close relationship except maybe with pig. Guess the person i am looking for doesnt exist. Unless its.. and 95 % of the time, when i say nothing or anything i really mean it. please. stop reading too much into it

Wouldnt it be loverly

All I want is a room somewhere, Far away from the cold night air. With one enormous chair, Aow, wouldn't it be loverly? Lots of choc'lates for me to eat, Lots of coal makin' lots of 'eat. Warm face, warm 'ands, warm feet, Aow, wouldn't it be loverly? Aow, so loverly sittin' abso-bloomin'-lutely still. I would never budge 'till spring Crept over me windowsill. Someone's 'ead restin' on my knee, Warm an' tender as 'e can be. 'ho takes good care of me, Aow, wouldn't it be loverly? Loverly, loverly, loverly, loverly No one seems to understand. Of course u would want rhis blabkabla and it would so called be better . Esp if theres a family ir what fk not. But whats life when u dont live to enjoy it. Sorry But u brought me up this way in the first place i guess u juz dont realise that i am every bit as hopeless. I regret but i prob would do it all over again

What the future holds

And i will wish i could juz never let go. I prob should bother refering more , a surprising amount of people read this. I guess this means that i am ashamed of what i think? I guess i am damn lucky to have all you guys. Thanks alot darlings!