Thursday, September 29, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
they say in death all things become clear.....
doesnt seem to work for some people. and its not death, by then theres nothing. its shag tired blablaaa..
Monday, September 26, 2011
A series of Unfortunate events
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF? WHERE THE FUCK IS EVERYTHING GOING? ITS HAPPENING NON Stop thAT ITS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE. ITS SO LARGE TO BOOT. Makes me wonder abt that theory of a room holding all the lost items. WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@.@
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gonna snap, my head hurts
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gonna snap, my head hurts
Friday, September 16, 2011
you're a dawg, i am a kat, thats it
WARNING! A TOTAL MULTIPLE LAYERED MEANING POST. ( 2-6 level)
and so, history repeats itself. except this time in a more brutal way due to the past 4 years of knowing and attatchment. whyyy, when theres something so much more beautiful thats calling out but we choose to ignore it. i decided. i'm going back, to fly free, to be there when they need it, not to carry the weight of the world when i dont have to. especially when i put it on myself. it drains somewhat, cause i dont want to fk things up and hurt people too. sadly i am in a situation where i am forced, no choice. there are just some fundamental differences that will nvr change. i think ( mind read) , u feel. but it works the reverse too. its just a matter of achieving a fine balance. thats a cat for you, its just too bad. i probably regret letting myself be caught so off guard and in the moment. things just lined up that way. why cant things just be the way they used to be. that dream. that may just or just nvr happen
and so, history repeats itself. except this time in a more brutal way due to the past 4 years of knowing and attatchment. whyyy, when theres something so much more beautiful thats calling out but we choose to ignore it. i decided. i'm going back, to fly free, to be there when they need it, not to carry the weight of the world when i dont have to. especially when i put it on myself. it drains somewhat, cause i dont want to fk things up and hurt people too. sadly i am in a situation where i am forced, no choice. there are just some fundamental differences that will nvr change. i think ( mind read) , u feel. but it works the reverse too. its just a matter of achieving a fine balance. thats a cat for you, its just too bad. i probably regret letting myself be caught so off guard and in the moment. things just lined up that way. why cant things just be the way they used to be. that dream. that may just or just nvr happen
Friday, September 9, 2011
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
knncbconfusedcumfusedgonggonggoonihoonpapapingpongball
as title. i dont even know what i am feeling. i thought it was that simple. now agn and agn everything is a mess. even now. i cant confirm. i am sorry, i probably dont deserve it. fked up. god i need time man
but too much of it possibly wasted alrd. sry
but too much of it possibly wasted alrd. sry
Monday, September 5, 2011
Chevron key?
Brain food. And so much so after 4 long years... I am touched. Along with comforting
And such... Feel terrible somewhat for not realising the matted 3 broken/bent stripes that we share... Not the one gold bar .the key to the prism with liquid heartstone lies in the wheel of time but the wheel weaves as the wheel wills and even taveren are subjected to the tug of the pattern. And yes i cant mind read
Does that make it
A facade? All false? probably not juz that theres always and invisible barrier between ranks. and my bars are broken. 3 of them. not the golden one
And such... Feel terrible somewhat for not realising the matted 3 broken/bent stripes that we share... Not the one gold bar .the key to the prism with liquid heartstone lies in the wheel of time but the wheel weaves as the wheel wills and even taveren are subjected to the tug of the pattern. And yes i cant mind read
Does that make it
A facade? All false? probably not juz that theres always and invisible barrier between ranks. and my bars are broken. 3 of them. not the golden one
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