The hardest test of willpower

Just sitting/lying there watching him drop his defense. i thought i could do it all day, i definitely could but that urge which stirred within me was way worse than any addiction/ or lakerol cravings ever. i am hopeless am i. On another note, in a totally frustating way, at night, when i am doing sth, JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE. got anything ONE SHORT FKING SETTLE IT DAMMIT