Red and Black

Actually all these little pains and worries are really so small compared to the real scope of what is going on. I know all this yet i choose to drown myself in distractions and what not. and actually on a global scale, the bigger problem probably means nothing. Marius you are no longer a child I do not doubt you mean it well but now there is a higher cause who cares about your lonely soul we strive you reach a larger goal our little lives dont count at all... that doesnt make it any easier just got to accept it